Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Debut Innings

This is the first blog ... a novel way to yell out at may be millions of millions of people and tell them that iam also here and i want to be heard.

Hi frends i have not totally understood how this blog works.But this will give me immense pleasure in welcoming you all to my world. thts wat every body who blogs says . so to I !.

You are welcome .

Will it replace email .... ? let it replace .

Is this blog for sharing things ? forget it . There are thousands of ways we ( human community ) invented to share things and most of them are under-utilised and misplaced in context of both time and place.

This is my place i will say what all i want and what all i should .

iam terribly disheartened that in real life , (presuming blog is virtual and nobody instantly available for reacting to what all i say), i am not allowed to say what i should.Be it in my class or in hostel or in road or in bus or in temple or you name any place iam bounded to something.

What is that ? If you know tell me. i want to kick it out if i can.I know it kills my instinct .

Is it the past experience or an incongrous pattern already formed in my mind that leads me all way and shows me way every where. I dont want it . It unnecessariliy guides me . No new things and all old fun and i stay where iam .

Is it the feeling that i want to be in zone of comfort all the time ... tell me.

like you see i want feed back (another pattern led sentences iam typing out)

luv
mani

6 comments:

Manikandan Vaidyanathan said...

True and sensible pursuit is hard to adhere and find.

I wish i kill the other I's to live happily.

One life . One I. real challenge..

luv
mani

Manikandan Vaidyanathan said...

True and sensible pursuit is hard to adhere and find.

I wish i kill the other I's to live happily.

One life . One I. real challenge..

luv
mani

Avinash Sekar said...

Good, solid start
Keep up the practice! ( I dont want to call it a habit)

Subramaniam Venkataraman said...

Hey mani,
Great to see u bloging. Thought it was typical of u to start off with something like this. Hahaha.

But u know wat??...Dont wrestle with Yourself all the time. Work with yourself.

And whoever tells u not to be idealistic,...to hell with 'em all!!!

Subramaniam Venkataraman said...

As regards not being able to voice your opinion out loud, I think you should work on it consciously and try to just break free from it. There are problems aplenty in the real world...but i think there is always reason enough to believe that the core of it may well lie within- atleast in terms of treatment.

And at the risk of exagerating sounding paranoid, I would like to recomend u to read up on what is cazlled in psychology as the "Dependent personality syndrome". ITs something very normal and very, very common.
Read bout it. If u think its irrelevant, its intereseting anyway.

Swaminathan said...

Superboooo..... Reading it very very late... Arumai is the word...